#31DaysofWhyILovehim - He makes me a better person
Saya ingat betul kenapa saya akhirnya mau pacaran dengan suami saya dulu.
He was doing good, no, excellent in academic. His GPA was excellent in each term. He even participate in national creativity programme for college student and won the bronze medal. And hundreds other reason for me to say no when he asked me to have a serious relationship with him.
Yeah, I was not really that good at my study.
And dating someone who has everything I don't was something a bit scary to me. It's weird, I know.
I thought that this idea would somehow make me feel embarrasing, not deserving someone whose so perfect in my eyes.
But, thingking about this now, God spoke to me that the idea of how what He's done at the cross is also something I don't deserve. It's called God's love. Taking us from the sin to the grace and eternity.
"As Scripture says, "Anyone who believes in him will never be put to shame." ( Romans 10:11)
I don't know where I would be if I didn't open my eyes and heart and trying to take the opportunity of learn from my husband back then. We finished our study at the same time and Graduation day was one of our perfect day.
I spare you the details of how he made me make it, to finish my study, not really in a good GPA but I know everything would be totally different without him. All I want to say is he makes me a better person. Even for now, in those time of mother hood and career hecticment ( is that a word?) , he's always been there. Give me the courage to be a better person everyday.
Just like what God do.
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