God will never give me more than He can handle. #ByeTumblr

09:00 utheychan 0 Comments

Time is weird. Really really weird.

I was looking to a woman on a mirror this morning, she looks like me a couple years ago ( except the hair I thought) and how time turns her a little bit different on appearence but a lot of things on the inside.

Yeah, instead of seeing a girl, I saw a woman on the mirror today. To be exact, a mother-to-be.
What? yeah. As shocked as it’s heard, I’m pregnant.

I have been leaving this blog for so long ago, I am well awared of this. But I am not going to hell because of that, am I?
I really have to spare times to write all the story that I skipped before the pregnant. But please kindly let me go with the baby first. :D

I married a best guy ever in my life on December 27 last year. He’s been through all the chapter of my life for 4 years. Up until now I can hardly believed how God keep doing amazing things in our life. The marriage, and now the baby. How can a 25-yo girl are capable to do a great great job as a MOTHER?

Nobody can answer that, but God do.
Thanks to Ashley, a Christian wife blogger that I follow. After I saw the two lines on my test pack ( my hands were so shaking!), I read what she wrote about being Feeling Inadequate. About how she turned “God will never give you more than you can handle” to “God will never give me more than He can handle.”
We’re young.
We haven’t had our own house, or even a car.
We’ve been saving for baby,house and car but we have to wait until next year to withdraw it. (and it’s not that big amount of money!)
God can’t be wrong. There are thousands of marriage couple, ready for a cute kids, settled down and have everything the baby needs but still waiting.

He exactly knows what He’s doing on us. But yet I still feel like I’m cutting the line.
To kill that feeling, I keep telling myself “God will never give me more than He can handle.”

##ignore my cute face, Im ready to be a mom yeah!

Thank you God.
It’s been an honour to be Your precious daughter and son, and You even give us more.